Saturday, July 24, 2010

i'm tired for real

welcome to the world;
where people talk about each other
and every one lies
and everyone tries to be something they're not
and nobody can keep a secret
and friendship that lasted forever were broken..
yeah well..
it's called LIFE!

so..are you fall under this categories of people??
lies.pretending.backstabber.and bla bla bla..
yeah..i used to be the good in pretending "everything need to be worries!!"..
hell..actually this aptitude killed me softly..
and rite now i'm dying without no one aware of it..

Tuesday, July 20, 2010


you never know how STRONG you are....
until being strong
is the ONLY choice you have.

Thursday, July 15, 2010


" It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed"

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

why oh why..

for me;
she's good in 'writing field'...
she's 'brilliant' to come out with nice quotes..
she using 'informal words' in order to make the-writing become natural(in the formal way)..

and okay.out of sudden she said; she want to stop from writing. some sort of take.a.break..
she need time for self-reflecting..
i wish and pray for; she wont stop writing!!yeah..i'll miss the 'drawing' from her..

who's she??
the book writer that i adore for the nice language. no doubt.

Monday, July 12, 2010


sometimes when i say "i'm okay"..
i want someone..
to look at me in the eyes,
and say;
" i know you are not "

i don't want to become sooo transparent but...
sometimes we need it..yeah..we need it..
"Dont be 'nasty' to yourself"..

p/s;this 'blog' for one of my BEL paper..*sigh*